AND WAITING...

Another check at the hospital, all fine...

• Had some sparce contractions, lots of dreams about giving birth and breastfeeding my baby and playing with him.

• Been nesting the past few days (finally) but then got really depressed, easily angered and very stressed.

I want to hold him and I simply can't get to accept the fact that i have to wait more time, every hour that passes by is a torture and suffering. I prey to the Gods not to have a C-section and I am so scared the more time that passes, the more possibilities there are.

I want to be a mummy but i want a natural birth very very much.